My weaknesses

Feel that I have NOTHING except my lovely family and him...
what a sad case!!

I'm a person who very passive...
I dunno how to speak and maintain very good friendship with other even I hope i can do it ~
I wish to have many fren but I'm not because i dunno how to take the initiative~
Sometime u may feel I'm cool and is the person not easy to close with ~
I just not used to chat with the person I not really familiar, just because I shy or scare ~
I'm really passive person, my social life is suck~tat's true ~

Just in this moment, I try to figure out who is my best friend?
I have no answer...

Who treat me very well and remember me all the time ?
I have no answer...

Who will share with me their happiness or sadness all the time?
I have no answer...

Who really use heart to be friend with me?
maybe got, but I have no exactly answer cause i can't see it or feel it ~

Who will be the first think of me if outing or travel?
I dunno ~

maybe is my false, because I dunno how to communicate and social with other ~
This is my deadly weak point !

Just i know , when i feel sad or feel down, I just can rely on him or my family ~
no why, cause I know they is the only who LOVE me and who CARE me...