Fragile heart

My heart is fragile , what I want is just try to concern my feeling when you do something or say something~

Recently, I feel often, every time I said something or made some decision, that is not my heart want ~ I know I'm changing myself ~ Maybe it will be better? or be worst?
I dunno...Time will be the best prove of this~

I become very contradictory, and I feel myself always think too much which will leading to mental disorder and Emotional~ haha ~ Stupid thinking!!
I put too much in my heart ... I can't express it to a right person in right time...
So i was just telling my mum in my mind..I talked to myself without voice ~
I miss you mom..
I really hope I can hide inside your embrace when I was sad~
but i know it's impossible...

p/s: please ignore me, I'm just emotional distress ~ =) Will be fine after wake up !!!

A girl's heart is fragile ~