Another stage of life

My blog have been abandoned by me quite a long period ! Nowadays, i'm just a blogger which only wish to share my special day and important day instead of just share some normal thing~

Yes ! I'm lazy blogger~ haha~

1st August 2011, I'm officially step into another stage of my life - Working life !

Currently I'm working at Berjaya Sompo Insurance Sdn Bhd as a Executive at Accident and Health Department~

Yesterday is a sleepless night cause of insomnia, it's just because I'm too excited and worry for my first day ! haha~

Woke up on time,

reached company on time,

after settle all those access card thing,

yeah~ prepared to enter my department and start to work!

After introduce each other with the colleague in same department,

I had guided by senior and they assign me some simple paper work to do~

Overall of my first working day feeling,

I feel good in my first working day,

colleague are friendly,

they willing to teach me and guide me,

I do really appreciated it~

Still have long period to learn all the thing,

I had set my objective,

I should Work hard and learn more thing!

Today is a important day for me in my life,

special thanks to my dear,

thanks for woke up early and fetch me to LRT station,

thanks for walked so far from KLCC to my workplace,

in the purpose of accompany and pick me home~

Feel touch and thanks for your caring my dear~

♥ Love ya ^^ ♥

Times fly

Times fly~Going to end my 4 years Uni life soon~

How's my feeling now?

I feel worry for my future~

What should i do next?

ya, of course find a job and start to earn money~

What kind of job should I find?

What kind of job i wish to do?

erm..seriously I have no idea..

Maybe have to learn from experience, only can find out they way~

That's what i know...

Graduated~

Although i know that I sure will miss my study life very much~

but still have to look forward,

be prepare for another stage of my life...

"Welcome to working life!"

Yeah..tat's what i heard from everyone...

I'm ready to struggle for my life!

but before that,

I have to struggle for my LAST final examination first !

T.T

Good luck to all my Uni fren for final exam and future career! =)

最幸福的日子

曾几何时，我任性过~

对着您无一丝尊重，大声顶嘴样样齐~

出言不逊，叫您去死也说过，大逆不道我做过~

但您坐在摇摇椅上，没有想打我的念头，却只是回答，“没有了我，你会很惨”，

当时还小的我对这个答案没感觉！

现在长大了，失去了，心滴血了。。。

曾几何时，我野蛮过~

对着您诸多要求，得寸进尺，要什么有什么~

黑脸臭脸通通摆给您看，没大没小，让你受气，却无一丝歉意~

但你总会包容我，因为你爱我~

很可惜，我却来不及说爱你。。。

曾几何时，我叛逆过~

对着您有许多听不进的忠言~

从你口中说出来的，都是废话~

但现在，我想听，我真的想听，可是我知道我不在会有第二次机会。。。

跟你相处仅仅12年，但我还来不及懂事孝顺，你却忍心离开了~

迟来的孝顺，

迟来的感恩，

迟来的报答，

都已经无法禰补了，

留给自己的却只有那一丝丝的后悔和遗憾~

妈妈，我很想你，你好吗？

快要10年了，我长大了，我不再任性了，因为我懂事了。。。

我会开心活下去~

将来我会告诉我的孩子，

曾几何时，外婆很爱我~

曾几何时，我是最幸福的~

♥ 妈妈我爱你♥

~跟您相处的12年是我一生最幸福的~

p/s: 珍惜家人，不要错过了，失去了，才懂得珍惜。。。

Genting

I'm back my smile place ! I'm sorry for abandoned u for 2 months ! I'm lazy blogger ..hahaha...

Where am I recently? Ya, I have industrial training now, everybody thought i'm busy for work, actually my work is quite relax and time flexible..hahaha..I work as sales agent, only need to outstation for work when needed, the rest of time I'm not necessary back to company.hehehe~jealous? xD
Besides happiness, i'm sad because of gained weight !!! Tummy became bigger and face bigger T.T wanna slim down ..wuwuwu.. Gary yeik ur fault ! always eat eat eat, then i follow..at the end fat together xD My plan now, I wan slim down !!!!!! wish I can do it ! hehehe...

Went to Genting relax few day last week with my dear, I had long time never been there, found alot memory from there, it's make me think of all my fren which i knew at there when i'm working there 3 years ago...Sincerely from my mind: "hey fren, how are u all? Miss the time I spent with u all...take good care my fren..."

5 day 4 night Genting trip, eat sleep eat sleep..just be a pig there ! hahaha~ Where we go? We went to Be a Star sing k, walk walk around , plan to movie but at the end give up this plan because watch movie at genting is quite expensive! We are poor, man ! haha~
So wat next ? Yeah.. we decided go to outdoor theme park for fun ! I really long long time didn't go in and play around, I'm very excited because this is first time I went in with my boyfren..It's make me feel sweet =)
It's too bad because Genting theme park didn't add new thing, all just remain the same...but i still enjoyed with him =)
We played all the thing that we can play, he tried to win a big bear bear for me but unfortunately he is failed, haha~ never mind my dear, next time we try again k? xD

Be a Star

Gosh..eyes so small T.T
Dinosaur Park !



Lansi fat fat pig xD
Smile !!! ^^
We are looking for next trip ! Pulao Tioman !! ^^

Hate myself

I can't believe that he escape and leave me alone to solve the problem...
I feel very upset and I really hate myself...
No more care...no more concern...
I need to face it all by myself...
All is my problem, all is my fault, all is because of my stupid thinking and good imagination..
All is because of my worst personality and sticky to make him can't breath and suffer all the time...
So he escape.. and leave me alone here to face all the problem...
At the beginning, in my mind, I love him so I wish to stick with him all the time,
But now I know it's wrong...It's just will made him can't breath and no freedom at all...
He need space..
I should change, but I need time..I really can't control myself since this is my personality...
I'm sad... I want to change...
Maybe I should learn to be independent, I know I can do this...
I'm a person willing to change for love... I wish I can do this...
Even the process will make me suffer but if i succeed to changed it,
There is our future right there...

In this moment..
I hate myself to made myself suffer...
I hate myself think too much ...
I hate myself have a good imagination...
I hate myself too sticky...
I hate myself too controllable...
I hate myself not enough confidence...
I hate myself can't independent...
I hate myself not sporty...
I hate myself too sensitive...
and...
I hate myself used to him... =(

What a bad night !!!

1st Anniversary ♥

9th May is a big day for me~
My first anniversary with my lovely him ♥
I do really appreciated all the moment we spent,
We stick together~♥
We play together~♥
We laugh together~♥
and even cry together~♥

Nothing special for our celebration~
Just a simply and warm dinner at Rock and Roll Blues Cafe~
It located at Melaka Raya and the owner is foreigner~
He is very friendly boss~
You will not easy to notices the cafe without any recommendation by friends~
because the outside environment is look like "dark shop" and you are not able to look inside from outside view~
For the inside environment, it is a good place for all musician~
There have a lot of guitar as a decoration and a lot of Rock star picture posted around the wall~
For those who want to buy drum~the boss is a agent of drum set too~haha~
By the way, the food is not bad but just a bit costly~


My Baobei Gary ♥Garlic bread and Salad

My Chicken chop served with bean and french fries
His Fish Chop served with vege and french fries
After our dinner~
We went to Jonker street walk around and Photo section at Red house !
♥ ~Here we are ~ ♥

Free kiss for you ♥38 Me xD
38 Him xD
Innocent ♥
Ghost!!!!♥ Our last photo of the day ♥

Specially for my dear~♥
I will never forget your smile~
I will never forget your "sa jiao" face~
I will never forget all the first time with you~
I will never forget all the thing about you~
and
I will never forget how deep in love with you in my life~
♥ Happy 1st Anniversary my dear ♥

害怕

终于能凉一凉了 ！！！
多么让人期待的下雨天吖～～ 真的好久没听到雨声了。。。
今天的心情，没有很好，也没有很坏，就只是很EMO。。。
加上这一场雨，就让人更加忧愁。。。
不懂为什么，这几天心里有一种莫名的寂寞，不懂是不是因为已经习惯了彼此？
还是我变得很依赖？而不能独立呢？
实际上我当然能独立，只是心灵上我不想独立，我只想找个人依靠。。。
无微不至的关心和照顾，能让我感到安慰～
也许有时候你会觉得，我很难满足，我要得太多，你给不到。。。
呵呵～其实我要的很简单，只是你自己没有细心地去察觉和关心。。。
我不喜欢说的太明白，有些东西说出来了，就不是出自于你内心的主动，而只是跟着我的方式走～
我是一个很善变的人，心情也一样，一刹那可以让心情变得火爆，但我也是心软的人。。。
可以说，我很难搞。。。一旦真正了解我要的是什么后，你会发现其实我很简单。。。
也许每个男生都会说，女生难搞啊，不是因为女生难搞，只是女生想东西会比男生想得更细心，更深入。。。各有各的看法吧？！

今天的心情，有点担心，也有点害怕～

害怕距离会导致分离～
害怕生活圈子的转换而导致分离～
害怕彼此的话题越来越少而导致分离～
害怕太多的意见不合而导致分离～
害怕不能迁就彼此而导致分离～
害怕性格不合而导致分离～
害怕彼此生活的方式不一而导致分离～
害怕彼此对未来的看法不一而导致分离～

最让我担心和害怕的。。。
莫过于失去你。。。

今天纯粹乱写和EMO～呵呵～