HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL MY MMU FRIENDS! ^^ Holiday is started, stay at my sister home at kl now and plan to back hometown on Tuesday, mean I gonna start my boring holiday again, without internet , without computer , without transport and I just can watch tv at home..haha ~ Nothing plan for my holiday, I just plan to accompany my dad and have a good rest at home..hehe.. Enjoy your holiday ^^
My heart is fragile , what I want is just try to concern my feeling when you do something or say something~
Recently, I feel often, every time I said something or made some decision, that is not my heart want ~ I know I'm changing myself ~ Maybe it will be better? or be worst? I dunno...Time will be the best prove of this~
I become very contradictory, and I feel myself always think too much which will leading to mental disorder and Emotional~ haha ~ Stupid thinking!! I put too much in my heart ... I can't express it to a right person in right time... So i was just telling my mum in my mind..I talked to myself without voice ~ I miss you mom.. I really hope I can hide inside your embrace when I was sad~ but i know it's impossible...
p/s: please ignore me, I'm just emotional distress ~ =) Will be fine after wake up !!!
Final Exam is coming !!! I just got 1 week to prepare , omg !! T.T
28/9 - Financial market and institution( haven start revision yet , Final format I also dunno yet ZzzZzz)
29/9 -Bank Management( Just start , final format is 4 essay !! =( DIE ! )
1/10 - Macroeconomic( Haven start yet )
2/10 - Business ethics ( Haven start yet , Theory subject again ! I hate memorize T.T )
5/10 - Financial Management II ( Plan to start after business ethics test )
6/10 - MUET speaking test ( I'm so nervous of this )
9/10 - Organization behavior( Plan to start after FM2 test ~ Theory subject - hate it hate it)
I'm so sad cause i can't back home for family gathering when moon cake festival T.T I'm gonna alone at Melaka home prepare for final exam ~ sob sob ~ I hate exam period because it's full of stress and nervous !! *.*
I should study hard start from now and good luck to all my friends too =)
I'm emo-ing ~ I'm confusing ~ I dunno what to do just can solve the problem ? I didn't blame anything , just feel myself is really difficult to get along? Maybe ~ I got my self thinking, self feeling , self opinion , but i always cannot express it very well ! Why? Is it my communication skill problem or my thinking or feeling can't fit what you thinking ? Maybe sometime there has some misunderstanding occur, but I wish that everything just a misunderstanding but not a big problem for us ~ I'm so sorry if i did something wrong or said something made you feel that uncomfortable~ I think I was the only one who really understand myself and you're the only one who really understand yourself ~ But i wont give up so easily, because i really hope that I able to have in-depth understanding of you ~ I hope you too ~
I just need asimple life ~ I just need asimple caring~ I just need a simple understanding~
Did i feel my life is so boring and a lot of trouble ? Yes, sometime I'm. But i know that my background is not same as other and i need to be stronger than other more and more. Seriously, actually my heart is not strong enough than the surface, it is fragile. I know i can't frantic shopping like rich girl, I know i can't eat whatever i love which over budget for daily expenses, I know i can't always go Sing K or entertainment, I know that I'm not born from rich family, but I love my family members, FAMILY is everything ! I know the only thing i can do is learn how to manage my money and cut down the expenses. I can't do whatever i like on this moment because of my situation, every person is different, I know my life must be sweet come after bitter ~
Wow, what a nice day !!! wahaha ~ sorry for long time didn't update my blog , sorry sweet heart ( my Smile Space ), I am sorry because I ignored you for so long ~~
The reason that i didn't update my blog because i'm busying for my assignment stuff, ptptn stuff, presentation , and the main reason, I feel that i have nothing to update , even now ! Just i feel that today is a special day 090909 , so i must update something to capture this special day ~ ^^ hehe ~
Yesterday night, We are successful to presented our Bank Management assignment report, included video ~ I feel satisfy for our group video because it's FUNNY enough ! hahaha~ For our assignment guideline , we need to develop 3 new product for a bank , so this video purpose is like advertisement to introduce our product to the audiences. So let's see the video we did ^^ ~
After watch this final video, my feeling is Khangli aka OY li li you are really great and ur editing skills is keep get improvement !! hahaha ~ remember teach me when you are free ok ? ^^
Coming friday, i got a presentation, I feel really stress on this assignment !! What the hell stupid assignment , and why assign me to do this part ?!! The information is quite hard to find and the leader request is damn high because she wan get higher mark like her's friends group..wtf ~ ZzzZzz.. Keep push me push me !!! I hate this subject and assignment at all !! I think after friday i will feel freedom even that I still got 2 presentation on coming Saturday and Monday ~ God bless me for my friday presentation, I hope the content and information is correct !!! Oh ya, Saturday we will present one more Report , and i got other Funny video to show u all on this coming Saturday also..So just wait it !! hehe ^^
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